A loss of momentum

What is it about winter? I'll tell you.

  1. It's cold.
  2. It's messy.
  3. It takes forever to get from point A to point B.
  4. All you want to do is stay in and be a sloth.
  5. The exposure to inspiration drops to an all-time low.
  6. I eat pizza allll the time.
  7. I don't exercise.

I think that's enough to bring someone's spirits down. Keep in mind, I recognize my own first world problems. And yes, this isn't Russia. Therefor my toilets work, winter won't be forever and we have bourbon instead of vodka. I'll be okay.

But this particular winter has made me not only a believer in SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder), but also a self-diagnosed sufferer.

 

Dear Sun,

When again will I bask in thine glory? When again will my dog's walks not end when he starts to lick his paws? When will I be able to frolic through the polluted city air and rid myself of these horrid muffin tops? WHEN?!

Genuinely yours... forever... upon your return, Sara

This Year's Presolutions

The holidays are a very bad excuse to indulge. The general trend in behavior is, “And the diet starts tomorrow!” But that never works out. And then we end up fat, lonely and depressed in the middle of winter with no more holidays to look forward to. Additionally, cold weather is such a buzz-kill to throw on top of all that short-lived motivation. So what can be done? Nothing! It’s hopeless.

To a point.

I didn’t mean to sound so pessimistic about it, but I’m coming around to a realization. Making New Year’s Resolutions is essentially setting you up for failure. The whole idea is supported by lazy dreamers. If there is something you want to be doing or you should be doing, why does an arbitrary date make any difference? It shouldn’t.

I’m here to advocate the Pre-Resolution or the Presolutoin, if you will. (And you will, damn it.)

Figure it out today, right now, this second, what it is you want out of your life. Is it the ever-constant desire to lose weight? Start now by just not gaining any over the next three weeks and start your New Year off right.

Plus, there’s always the truth that you might die at any moment. So… there’s that.

So go for it. Sky’s the limit. You can do anything you want and you can start as soon as right friggin now!

Me? What will I be doing?

1)      My first Presolution was to exercise more – something I’ve been doing consistently for well over a month now. Check!

2)      Another Presolution is to find more time to create. I started a new blog combining my love of drawing and puns – it’s fun, fast and gives me a great sense of satisfaction. Check!

3)      For my third Presoution, I’ve decided that I’m going to read whatever the heck I want! I’m not going to shy away just because a book may be on Oprah’s book list, nor will I feel ashamed that I too enjoy a bit of chick-lit from time to time. Check!

4)      Fourth Presolution. Honesty. It’s ongoing and it’s my biggest challenge. I’m not out to be insensitive towards others, but I am out to de-coat the sugar from what I say and how I feel.

5)      Five golden rinnnnngs! No, the fifth Presolution is to throw myself into work more. As long as I'm spending about 35% of my waking hours at my job, why not get the most out of it? I'm trying to do more, stay productive, generate new ideas, be more assertive, mingle with co-workers and generally kick it up a notch. Working can become ho-hum, but if you're lucky enough to work somewhere you're excited to be and have the opportunity to have opportunities, roll with it!

I feel like that’s enough for now. There are always things I can do to improve myself and even more, my enjoyment of life. And the thing is that I’m the only one standing in my way from making those things happen.

You are too. So get off your ass.

(Ahem. If you’re already off your ass, nice ass. Keep it up.)